Slept great once i got there. Was up til around 1. Was with Kala til just before midnight. Good night.
I sometimes wonder how much i can say here in good taste or if i will offend anyone. I know only a few people read these. I also dont want to somehow offend someone i know or hurt anyone with what i may say. So i find my self not saying everything i could. This is here for me to voice what i have to say and let anyone who cares or finds this read about whats going on with me. But its also a lot to just open up and lay out on a website. Somethings are best left unsaid and between a few people....
Minor updates should be happening soon.... I think...
DAMN IM HAPPY!!!!
1:50pm: well was. havent heard from her all day again. I just miss her and want to spend as much time as i can with her before she has to head back to Sacramento. I will take what I can get. Its quite disapointing. Not to mention tourture to know shes around but I cant see her cause i dont know where she is nor have I heard from her. I dont totaly blame her. But maybe i should. So much for the plans we had for thismorning.... someone help. this sucks. Id like some persepctive or support or anything i could get....
maybe i will add comments to this again... maybenot cause nonone ever poseted execpt Collyn.
Posted by Ben at July 30, 2002 09:56 AM