I think today at work will be a busy one. I'd be totaly ok with it if i was technical stuff busy as is my job, but i will be making and returning phone calls about various crap today. Stuff about a stupid video confrence, upgrades to the labs, and im sure other various misc tasks that I can do until around 9am when I will start making the call backs and what not.
I also gotta stop by Chemeketa some time soon so i can get direct deposit setup.
Pack for tomorrow. going to Sand lake with my Dad and Sister and more, I dont know who else excactly but hey thats ok.
I can't wait to be finished for the day.
I can't wait to be finished for the week.
I've will have only worked 4 days and the most hours i normaly work is 5 but i get a lot done in that time and much of it i shouldnt even be resposible for. (setting up a video confrence for example...) one more day left of work for the week after this one.
29 days left (not counting today) until my 1st plane ride to see my love. By the by who has started posting... I will put a perminate link up someplae soon.
11:09am: I realized i need to do some personal and spritual type groth here. some learning. I feel i know my self quite well and am quite comfortable with my self. I just feel as if i need to experince new things and learn new things. It maybe as simple as reading a few good books. I need to do something for my self byond a purchcase or creative outlet (my pages, photogrpahy, writings, rants etc..) to learn something new and grow and later use my knew knowledge with my creative outlets.
So I turn to you world, guide me. Send sugestions, comments, ideas, thoughts, knowlegde. I need to expand my horizions but need help streching them. I wish to become better rounded and educated in all things help me find a place to start. A book, a class, a webpage, a idea anything to get this rock rolling. I wish to learn but what to learn I do not know. Possibly a form of expression, dance maybe music, a new way of thinking, greater knowledge of something nearly anything. Its time for me to grow again. To learn. To better myself.
Posted by Ben at August 01, 2002 07:43 AM