Grr

What to do.
to go or not to go. this is the question of the day/week/hour/moment.
grr... input? questions? comments? help? please! its been a rough week. not just for me. it can still turn around and i hope it does for everyone...

damn it i don't want to go to work again.

yesterday was like manual labor day. picked up like 13 boxes from the mail room put a thosand or so books away, moved 6 computers (ya they were on carts but that doesnt make it super easy), put a coffee cart together and did some other bitch work...

on the up side i got ssi to work last night so i got new stuff to play with and do. more code to write and scripts to run on servers...

6:52pm: scripts running! it only took all day and nearly drove me nuts but i got it damn it... all in 23 lines of code too.. it could prolly be 20 or less if i didn't declare and set a few variables.....

11:05pm: went for another run.9 tonight. mile in 6:44.27 i knew i could do better than 7:00.... still think i could do better i fought with my MiniDisc Player some tonight... I can't really stand to run with out it or i would. Sound of my feat pounding the ground and my breathing just doesnt do it for me like music does....

Posted by Ben at August 28, 2002 06:19 AM