I've had this crazy idea for a webbased program for a while now... And now i actually seem to be working on it... I gots lots to learn about perl and many other things before i can make it work. I find something strangly fun about tring to wrap my brain around new things. Sometimes it hurts or confuses the gefuck out of me but is all really cool when it actualy works or i can use something i learned later on. A select few of you will get access to this lil program once im done with it... You then will beable to get a message to me no matter where i happen to be. well almost.... i dunno... gonna have to wait and see how things turn out...

feelin geeky...

11:17am: I just read an article at Wired its about a cop getting in trouble for possesion of child porn. Read the story. Child porn is wrong yada yada i know. But the last paragraph hit me hard. Nearly made me cry... I wish the best for Adam Vaughn and his wife.... read on and maybe see why.... I don't condon what was done by anymeans... just read the article maybe you will get it... i dunno... post comments after you have read it...

8:22pm: Went to Oktober fest in Mt Angel today. Got kinda nostalgic for old times with Steph, Kristyn, and a whiney Chris Erickson... No matter. Cause well 2 of those 3 have droped of the face of the earth for what i think to be the better of all man kind. Bumped in to a OLD friend from grade school. Actualy talked to her for a bit too. Its been a couple years since ive seen her but we just smiled or waved maybe said hi as we walked by eachother with our seprate groups of friends. It was cool. She knows Chris too but from church, i think. And seemed to be suprised that we knew eachother but its a small damn world i guess...

I'm really bored. Kinda tired. Got some good food in me. Thinkin about goin to bed at the early hour of 9ish. I'll get lots of sleep thats never a bad thing. But i know if I do go to bed I will be woken by my phone at some point. But hey its all good. If someone wants to talk to me I want to talk to them... Speaking of calling me. Someone has my number and thinks I'm Ben... Well I am but not the one they are looking for. So they call and ask where i am what im doing etc and I have no idea who they are one of these times im just gonna fuck with em. Tell em to meet me someplace at sometime or somethin..