I did it. I did what I thought was unthinkable. Last night I broke up with Tiffany.

I didn't enjoy it. I didn't sleep for crap. I pray it's the right thing to do. It isn't I don't care it isn't I don't love her. It is that I feel I need grow personaly. Get out on my own. I feel/felt too dependn't and unsure of things to stay. I also didn't see things progressing and hadn't felt things progress in a while. I didn't see marriage. I don't think she understands.

This is very difficult for me to do. I do it because I do care. Because I didn't want them to drag along as they were and perhaps have an even larger rift grow between us because of me. I have no regrets about our 2+ year run I am thankful for every last second of it.

I have alienated my self from one of the few who truely cares about me and that I truely care about.

To her it doesn't matter. To her its just the end and she doesn't like that. For that I am sorry and I can't say I like it but I think/feel it is nessary.